Everyone has something to hide. Some people just choose to be evasive....even with the people they say they love.

How can you say you love me? U can't even verbally defend me. You ridiculed me infront of an accquintance by lying to me right infront of her and straight to my face. How could you do that to me? Just so that you didn't have to hear me make a fuss? Is that more impt that my pride? Is it more impt to shield your ears and that bitch's face?
Don't you know they're mocking me, Us now?  Aha! Her boyfriend lied straight to her face and she believed it. I wonder wat's next on the Gossip Menu?

Don't you find it weird that SHE kept asking why are we quarreling, are we quarreling...SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW US!!! She's just out to get the gossip and the "drama". She doesn't care. She just keeps asking and pushing it....even if we didn't quarrel, SHE would have been enough reason to start one.

But no, you didn't see that....cos "they are my friends". You don't care about me. You just keep making excuses...you start lying...start being evasive...

Who Are You?

So you think you're a big shot now huh? Yea yea...screw this.

There's really not much point in hanging on now right? You can't even be bothered. I know we've been having fights very frequently. I know you're bored of it....but sometimes, the things we are quarreling about actually is IMPT. It's a need/must to resolve it....and I'd try talking to you about it....it's just that you don't listen. You keep thinking i'm trying to make a fuss and try all means to avoid listening to me. So i start a fight. In the end, my point still doesn't get across and you just shut your ears again.

We're both very selfish ppl. Don't bother making excuses. You know we are.

And maybe we're just not right together.......at least not anymore.

You Are COLD.

Ahh..the exams are over and I am totally screwed up!

Trying to find things to do now. Things like opening an online shop, thinking about how to earn extra revenue. STRESS STRESS!!

Gonna try to find a partner to join in with me...humm...but who? Well, must be someone trustworthy and have access to the computer. Someone who is interested and responsible. Hard to find ar!!!!

SO many research to do. I need some help. How i wished someone would just enlighten me about all this. I'm so new to this...I've hardly digested 1/4 of the information that i found.

Well, meimei just comfirmed with me that she's serious in this. So for this period of time i'll concentrate my time to working at Viva, the blogshop, and planning my education route. I'll also be looking for a temp day-time job.

Anyone has offers? Lobangs? hehehe..

What else do i want to do? Humm...maybe i'll just write up a list. But anyways, i really seriously hope that someone can enlighten me on the whole online buying/selling thing....If not it's really tedious. I wonder how do they even figure out all that in the 1st place.
Well, the least i can say is that is not the worst thing. The worst thing is the sites are all in CHINESE! I get a headache when i read too many chinese words. They're usually all small and cramped up.
The only good thing is at least i can read Chinese...but not too difficult words. I wonder how i'm going to communicate with the suppliers...sigh...now that's yet another problem.....

Exams are almost over!! Yipee!

Now, it's gonna be back to work work work. But my work's actually fun to other ppl. So maybe it's a little mix of both for me.

Went DXO last friday and it was utterly boring. I officially hate the DJ there. Couldn't he pick a better list of songs to play. Utter mood spoiler!!
Ooh! and the guys there definately DO NOT KNOW HOW TO TAKE "NO" for an answer.

C'mon guys...If a girl doesn't want to dance with you now, she won't dance with you 1/2 an hour later no matter how hard you try. And pls, don't degrade yourself by dancing behind the girl in secret. You'll just be stomping on your own pride and hurt yourself(metally and physically), when she turns around and slaps you across the face when you "accidentally" touched her butt....or better yet, cripple one of your feet with her 3inch heels.
So quit trying and put on some mosturizer on your palm OR get yourself dirt drunk and just fumble around til you get something...cos you're gonna need it if you're DESPERATE enough.

But as you all know, Acohol makes any one turn into a bigger ass then they already are. But some guys just turn plain stupid.

Some ppl just think that we'd be ready to jump into bed eagerly with a few sweet compliments and a few drinks. HELLO! Is there even anything in your puny little brain?? 

You don't go up to a girl saying "hey i'm too lazy to go home, wanna accompany me stay in a hotel for the night? We'll just watch TV or something." just because you gave her a ride home!!.....You're not doing us a favour by sending us home. We are doing you one, by allowing YOU to send US home.

And FYI PEOPLE! We're not that cheap. Even IF we were, we're not dumb. Nothing is free in this world....if you know what i mean.

If you're ugly and mean, just stay home. Get a life size doll or hang around the red-light district. 

Don't badger us with your nonsensical talk and waste our time.

Well, I've been a really good girl and have been studying for my exams dilligently(well, at least almost).  It's gonna end soon! Yipee!

However, I don't think i did very well for my science. The notes alone wasn't enough. I had to have the textbook to have all the information. Sadly I lost my textbook when i shifted house.

If i had just borrowed the stupid textbook from sharon, i would have done at least 20-40% better. If i had known she was dropping it, I might as well have lent the book from her right.

I've gone back to Viva to work...but currently in Resting period cause of my exams...til the 13th.

Well, later i'm not meeting mossy. He's going to some private function where he can't even talk to me if i went. So wat's the point right??

Gonna have to find something to do man seriously.

The Impossible Quiz

I found this really cool game through my sis. Try to beat it in ten trys!! Betcha you can't! hhehehehe...

For now i only uploaded 1/3 of the trip's pictures.

Well, just have to wait for Amos's mum to be done with the pictures 1st.

Gonna go to Dbl O tonight. Celebrating Joanna's 18th birthday! Yeah! I haven't exactly clubbed with her before so i'm looking forward to it and also i wanna see her bf! haha...

I miss Bangkok. or maybe it's cos i wanna get out of SG so badly...humm...

It's so boring.....-_-||

Just came back from BANGKOK!!! WOOOT~~~!!!

It was pretty fun and omg it's god-damn cheap! Shopping will never be the same again...hahah

Well, I shall fill in a detailed account if i can after i've rested and uploaded all the pics.

=)

I love bangkok! LOL~!

Going to Bangkok in like less then an hour!! Haha...Leaving for the airport soon! I'm so excited.

It's my 1st trip out of SG. Hope everything goes well and i can buy loads and loads of stuff back!! haha!!! SO HAPPY!!

So see ya'll in like 4 days? HAhahah!!!

Did you come all the way just to tell me that?

You, you could never bear to let anyone live without your permission. Why? Why must you do this?

Well, i just have to prepare myself to lose the last few stuff, or rather why don't i just kill it all before you can have the satisfaction of doing it? Takes the kick right out doesn't it. You sick bitch.

When i thought peace and quiet, you march right in with the whole orchestra. Wee~~ How fun.
Wallowing....yea that's the only thing i'm great at. 
Everything's just so empty. So hollow. Since i'm so great at wallowing, I should just move back home and suck all the rest in too.

I've already given up. Nothing will bring me back again. Unless of cos you can turn back time to the very begaining.